Ruin your fucking self before they do. Otherwise they'll screw you because you're a nobody. They'll keep you alive but you'll have to crawl for every bone they throw. You might as we stay drunk or shoot junk and be a crazy fucker. If guys want to play with you make them get their hands dirty, send them away gagging or sobbing if they're soft hearted. You'll be left alone if you're frightening, and dead you're free! You can change the radiant child in you to a reflection of the shit you were meant to serve.